I'm way over it before you did.

Sunday, December 19, 2004

it's been 8 days since i am with alan when we were bf n gf since 10dec2004... haiz... truly speaking, this is the first time i feel stress abt this bf/gf thing... it's like he keeps asking me out, although u noe this is normal, but i dun really wanna go out everyday n my mum wun allow me too either... she doesn't even allow me to have a bf, i dun even dare to tell her... now, he wants me to tell her so that i can go to his house during the 1st day of new year... wat should i do... i told him that i would try telling my mum when i get my new phone jus in case i dun get it when i tell her... wat should i do man... this is killing me... should i tell my mum abt it, that i have a bf, or should i jus keep quiet n try to find a reason not to go his house... haiz...

| a simple day. 1:43 PM
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Wednesday, December 01, 2004

Ju$ m@d3 @ n3w gunb0und @cc0un+ +od@y... h@iz... @c+u@lly i k3p+ @ l0+ 0f $3cr3+$ +0 my$3lf... i g0+ @ bf, bu+ br3@k @lr3@dy...w3 br0k3 up 3 +im3$, $0 $i@n... i f33l lik3 i @m f0rcing my$3lf +0 h@v3 @ bf, m@yb3 b3c@u$3 i n33d $0m30n3 +0 l00k @ft3r m3, c@r3 @b+ m3 @nd l0v3 b@... w3ll, n0w i f0und s0m30n3 wh0 c@r3$ @b+ m3... bu+ i qu3$+i0n my$3lf, d0 i lik3 him 0r n0+... full of qu3$+i0n$ in my h3@d... h@iz... wh3n will i r3@lly find $0m30n3 wh0 r3@lly c@r3s @b+ m3 n w0uld l0v3 m3??? h@iz... +v +im3!!!

| a simple day. 11:15 AM
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